Today is a heart breaking day for us,
When your heart failed and you collapsed in front of me,
I felt my heart collapsed with you.
Nine long years you tolerated me,
You endured my abusiveness and my rudeness,
How could I have treated you in such a way.
I miss your Satin White skin,
Your coolness in heat,
Holding you bring me calmness.
For Nine long years you helped me,
Day in day out without you,
I am helpless like a baby.
Please recover fast my Lover,
I cannot live without you,
I shall stay awake by your side till you recover.
(dedicated to my long time lover - a white wira)